15 Down -- 1 To Go

Tuesday, December 27, 2016
Today I was accompanied to chemo by my dear friend Kristen, who is also my boss at work. I could not possibly count the tears that we have cried together as I have shared by journey with this most empathetic and Christlike woman. She has gone the extra mile and beyond to insure that my needs are met at work and accommodations have been made for my health and welfare. I can never thank her and our team enough for their compassion, prayers, and assistance. They have eased my burdens in unspeakable ways. How can I ever repay you?
I love having all of you on my side fighting as champion warriors with the purest motives and charity. Together we can conquer so much more than cancer. Love is a most powerful tool. Nowotwor! -- Elizabeth

Merry Christmas!

Sunday, December 25, 2016, Christmas Day
This year was a little unusual for us--Mark and I were all alone on Christmas morning. Erin has her own family now with Seth and is establishing their own traditions and our sweet Morgan is a full-time missionary.
So, instead of our daughters, it was I who came down the stairs to a precious Christmas surprise. Mark had a made a handmade sign that says it all: "Remission Accomplished!!"
Thank you, Mark, for this comforting reminder that prayers have been heard and answered and given in time to celebrate it at this beautiful season of giving and love. I could not have made this journey without you by my side giving me support and encouragement all along the way. You are a fellow warrior!
Praise be to God and His beloved son as we celebrate the birth of Christ today. Thank you for healing me! I will be forever grateful! I will keep fighting the good fight! -- Elizabeth

14 Down -- 2 To Go

Tuesday, December 20, 2016
Today, Shelley, my dear friend of 21 years was my companion during chemotherapy. We both have such busy lives that it was nice to have some dedicated time to catch up on our lives. Sorry that I fell asleep during my treatment, but noticed that you almost finished your book. :) Thank you for your service to me today and your friendship over the years. You are the best! I count you one of my fellow warriors as I have seen you beautifully fight through your own battles. Love you friend! Nowotwor --Elizabeth

12/13/16 - One of My Favorite Days

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

This day will go down in my life as definitely one of my favorites. I will just start at the beginning. 

1.  I woke up at 4:30 a.m. and couldn't go back to sleep. (Thank you, steroids.) So I got up and finished reading the Book of Mormon. Again, I know that this book is the word of God and it brings me joy to live by its teachings.

2.  At 8:45 a.m. Mark and I met with my oncologist who informed us that my cancer is in remission!!! What a wonderful Christmas present! I didn't expect to find out this information just yet, but I am so grateful. I still have to complete all my chemotherapy treatments and 5-10 years of hormone blocker, but I have added strength and courage now to get through everything.

3.  I then had my 13th chemo on December 13th. :) Morgan and Mark accompanied me. Morgan would not leave my side. I am so grateful for their immense support.

4.  After chemo and lunch, we went home and loaded our truck with Morgan's luggage and bicycle in preparation for dropping her off at the mission home in Orem, Utah. We then drove to Erin's work to surprise her with one last chance to say goodbye to Morgan. It was the sweetest experience for me as their mother to watch them run into each other's arms and hug and cry. I'm so glad they love each other. It was a little piece of heaven.

5.  We stopped by Grandma's house so she could say goodbye to Morgan. That too was a sweet experience.

6.  Then we drove to the Utah Orem Mission to drop Sister Pierce off. We were greeted at the door by the mission president's wife who so warmly invited us in. She kindly gave us a tour of their home and showed us where Sister Pierce would be sleeping. Ironically, the quilt on the bed was of  stars and planets. So appropriate since Sister Pierce spent so much time looking at the heavens with her father, an amateur astronomer. We then met the mission president who was so kind. We spent about 30 minutes visiting with him and his wife. I wish every parent could meet their child's mission president and see him interact with their child. He was so full of love and kindness. It really wasn't hard to leave Sister Pierce when she looked so happy. Her smile was huge and she looked so comfortable there. We left her with full confidence in her ability to be an instrument in the Lord's hands to share the gospel of Jesus Christ. No doubt, I will miss her and all her secret acts of kindness during my cancer treatments. God bless you, Sister Pierce!

7.  We then drove to a funeral home to attend the viewing of a dear friend's mother. Dawn, please know that my prayers are with you and your family. I was reminded of how precious every day is with our loved ones. And so grateful for eternal families. God bless you, Dawn!

8.  As if our day was incomplete, we then had an amazing dinner with some of the dearest friends whom we met years ago in a most unique way. About 21 years ago, we started opening our home to young women who were pregnant out of wedlock. Over the years we have had 8 different young women who have touched our lives forever. Well, one of them, Jen, graduated from nursing school today. We were unable to make it to the graduation, but met them for dinner. Not only did we see Jen, but we met the daughter she placed for adoption 17 years ago. I had held that sweet baby several times and even had the sacred experience of placing her in her adoptive mother's arms. So, it was really amazing to meet her as a young adult. She is gorgeous! The adoptive parents were also there which was wonderful. Jen's sister and her parents were there too. What an amazing, beautiful thing to see all these people come together because of Jen and her one sweet baby whom everyone loved. God bless you, Jen! 

9.  Now the icing on the cake -- today is our wedding anniverary!!! Mark, I love you so much! I am so glad that we got to share this amazingly perfect day with each other. I wouldn't have wanted to spend it with anyone else. Thank you for loving me all these years and especially for your love and support during my battle with cancer. You are my greatest warrior! God bless you, Mark!

10. Nowotwor - the battle continues but we are winning! -- Elizabeth

My Visit with Santa

Saturday, December 17, 2016

I wish I had a picture of my encounter with Santa, but unfortunately it wasn't caught on camera.

Anyway, I walked into Smith's grocery store and was offered a cookie and juice. I can't really eat sugar right now, so I graciously declined. Then Santa's helper said, "Santa's over there." All of a sudden, I was a 6-year-old child again and the magic of Santa rushed over me. Luckily, there were no other children that I had to plow over to get to the jolly guy.

I stood there in front of him, looking into his kind and gentle eyes. With my hand on his arm, I simply said, "Thank you! Thank you for the early Christmas gift." Without a word, he quizzically looked at me and I replied "My doctor told me this week that my cancer is in remission. Thank you!"

He never said a word, and I couldn't see a smile behind his beard, but as I turned around to leave, I saw a tear glisten in his eye. Merry Christmas, Santa!

Now, I know that Santa didn't give me the gift of remission but it was a sweet little exchange today. I hope it made him happy.

I am very aware that this amazing gift of remission is from my Heavenly Father and Savior Jesus Christ. I owe all blessings to Them. It is only through Them that I have been able to endure this trial. The power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ has taken on a whole new meaning for me as I have learned how it applies not only to sin, but to our "pains and afflictions" (Alma 7:11). I am eternally grateful.

I still have to finish three more chemo treatments and 5-10 years of hormone therapy, but at this moment I have received the best Christmas present ever. Thank you for being on this journey with me. We are winning the fight!-- Elizabeth